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Two of the
greatest mysteries are consciousness and time.
When combined together, they each have a lot to say about the
other. Indeed, in a sense, each is the
other.
Just as it
is impossible for us to imagine having no consciousness, so also is it
impossible for us to imagine existing in a universe without time. Therefore, consciousness of time is arguably
at the heart of our sensations, along with consciousness of self, and consciousness
of consciousness.
Thanks to Einstein, we now understand that space and time
are one and the same. Only our conscious
experience separates space-time into two fundamentals. Also, according to Einstein, energy and
matter are one and the same, expressed in the iconic equation, E=MC2
Therefore, all of physical reality can be summarized into
the apt acronym, STEM (space-time-energy-matter), the fundamental “stem.”
What this tells us is that our experience of reality is
entirely (or mostly) subjective. It is
very unlike our physicalist mathematical models, such as those formulated by
Einstein. Add quantum mechanics (QM) to
the mix, and our ordinary experience of reality makes QM seem the stuff of
fairy tales by comparison.
Yet, the physicalist models wield enormous authority, thanks
not only to abstract mathematics, but also, on the practical level of useful
technologies. Without Relativity and QM,
none of our computerized communications systems, upon which modern civilization
depends, would function. That alone is
enough to put the swagger into the objectivist, physicalist philosophy.
Despite all that, the physicalist models suffer one fatal
defect. They have been utterly unable to
explain consciousness. More
specifically, they cannot explain our inward experience of consciousness—not only
unable to explain it, but even to define it.
In the physicalist grand scheme, there is no place for inward awareness
in the universe. It is neither necessary
nor predicted, and in physicalist science, if a phenomenon is not predictable
according to the rules, then its existence is a nonfactor at least, a
contradiction at most.
Any theory of consciousness must be inextricably intertwined
with life and free will (volition).
Without life, consciousness would be static, and without free will, it
would be passive, making us witnesses to our own lives, but not participants.
Physicalism fails to separate life from its chemical
processes, equating them both to each other.
This equation fails to explain why all the physical constants of the
universe seem intelligently designed to enable and support life, civilization
and advanced technology, relegating this central feature of the universe to
mere coincidence, or to an even less likely model, that of infinite universes.
More extremely, physicalism requires itself to rule out any
possibility of free will. In
physicalism, every event is strictly determined by cause and effect. Nothing is optional. But the existence of free will, without which
life and existence itself would be a meaningless farce, demolishes physicalism
utterly. Moreover, the existence of free
will imparts accountability to our decisions.
While free will may not always be a factor (for example in reflexes), it
is at the least the deciding factor in moral decisions.
Moral decision-making, in turn, requires the existence of
moral standards—standards not set by fallible human reasoning, but by the
infallible, supreme authority of the living God.
Physicalism has utterly nothing whatsoever to say about
morality, (right or wrong, good or evil) except to deny that there can be any
objective moral standard at all. While
physicalists as individual persons may set moral standards for themselves, or
have personal opinions regarding the morality of actions by others, the
physicalist paradigm rejects all that as nonfactual.
Returning to the topic of consciousness and time, Relativity
seems to picture the universe as a static “loaf” of space-time, in which the
past, present and future are already established and unchangeable. This is incompatible with free will, and
seems also to be incompatible with QM.
With free will, the future is in the realm of uncertainty,
and is therefore alterable by our decisions (to however slight a degree). In QM there is even the strange suggestion
that the past itself is uncertain, and therefore, alterable. An alterable past seems very peculiar, but it
may not be entirely impossible.
That is because time and consciousness are closely
linked. Time, unless it is experienced
by conscious, living, volitional creatures, is not the same as mathematical
time. In mathematical time, the past can
be reconstructed according to formulas.
However, until that past is experienced (albeit indirectly by
computation), it does not truly exist in the realm of certainty. It is an uncollapsed cloud of probability.
Therefore, the age of the universe is of two
dimensions: one calculated, one
experienced (by humans). The calculated
age of the universe is about 13.7 billion years, the humanly experienced age is
closer to 6,000 years, more in accord with Biblical texts.
Consciousness of time is one of the dominant characteristics
of the human experience, and incorporates two profound mysteries. It is not a mystery we can solve, but we need
not solve every mystery. Some of them
are better savored than answered.
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